Resolving the anguish of time

My mind started panicking

thinking of how long it would take

until I realized

it wasn’t love that made me impatient

but fear

I realized that I knew, I was convinced

one day or another we’d be together

and to me that was what mattered the most

My anguish came from others around me

from the fear of their judgement

and from my finances that might shrink and deplete

and force me to lose my freedom

But each of these things has a solution

and I do not know how life will go

meanwhile I must focus on the now

knowing one day it will all be fine

and writing my way

to the heaven

of your heart