Weight less

I feel a weight less

and it’s all more positive

than I thought, I feared, at first

I slept but then suffocated in my anguishes

and decided to leave my bed to write

and indeed, it was the right thing to do

as my words allowed me to crystallize

the fears of the past, getting rid of them

and finding new understandings underneath

I still haven’t captured the full scope of these understandings

and I may write everything and its contrary

but that is a good sign

as reality is more complex than simple statements

and only future shall tell what exactly will happen

and, the most important is to focus on love

not on intellect and planning and controlling

and live the moment as creatively as I can