Choking

Choking

Sometimes I feel myself choking in indecisiveness

there are too many possibilities that I can think of

and none is convincing me truly, as my heart has grown mute and cold

at those times I desperately want to retrieve myself, to return to life

but my mind is shared in two or three pieces

and I’m lost, lost, and submerged by this maelstrom

And I wonder how to retrieve clarity

how to let the beautiful music of my soul reach my ears again

and when I quiet down, I understand that this is the path I have chosen

a path where my soul abandons me at times

until I am strong and conscious enough to know what is right and what is true

even when the night is pitch black

 

 

About Erik Vincenti Zakhia

Dear all, I will share with you many of my poems, short stories, drawings and paintings telling of my journey of self-discovery and my reflections about life, love, art, spirituality, sexuality, kundalini rise, and twin flames. You will also come across many paintings by Chantal Peguiron that are intimately related to my artwork. They all fall within the realm of Hazen. If you like it, don’t hesitate to subscribe and follow me on social media! May you have an inspiring visit!

One comment

  1. written with heart. You made me feel being there too at times

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