Pardoning myself

Pardoning myself

Even when I do not do what I want to do

even when I do not behave as I wish to behave

even when I aren’t yet the person I will someday be

even when I do not paint the paintings I want to paint

even when I do not write the stories I dream to write

even when I feel to be a failure

I should accept myself, I should pardon to myself

I should love myself

because only this love will transform me

only this love will help me become the true me

the me I saw only in my dreams and felt beyond the great mountains

that prevent me from seeing the light