I love you

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A wise woman once said

that whatever happens between twins in soul

they cannot abstain from loving one another

no matter how dense and deep and gray

is the silence reigning between them

 

And yet how can I love you after all you’ve done to me

how not to be troubled by your behavior and your rejections

how to attributes your harsh words and deeds

to your boundless love for me

 

By scribbling down these words I understand

oh I understand how much you love me

a love so deep you can abstain from writing me for months and months

a love so deep you can hurt me over and over in the most painful places

a love so deep you know exactly what to do to force me to heal

to force me to learn loving myself

 

Your suffering equates to my suffering

but what is it before the perspective of healing

and growing in our better selves

what is it before the eternity of love and bliss awaiting us

to fulfill our Dream of creating worlds

 

I love you my twin of truth and love

even when you’re not reading my words

even when you’re not writing me

I love you

and I share with you all the warmth and the light

I can find in my heart, in my mind

And I promise you to cultivate these qualities

day after day

until I will complete this bridal dress I’m weaving for you

a dress that will keep you glowing

in the worst wintry glooms

 

 

“Fae” is a drawing by Chantal Peguiron

 

About Erik Vincenti Zakhia

Dear all, I will share with you many of my poems, short stories, drawings and paintings telling of my journey of self-discovery and my reflections about life, love, art, spirituality, sexuality, kundalini rise, and twin flames. You will also come across many paintings by Chantal Peguiron that are intimately related to my artwork. They all fall within the realm of Hazen. If you like it, don’t hesitate to subscribe and follow me on social media! May you have an inspiring visit!

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