Heavens

Heavens

What lies beyond this sky

of floating anguished clouds

 

What is this light I see

twinkling in a thousand colors

 

What is this fear that weighs on my heart

making me want to escape from myself

 

Can these words

defeat

my anguish

 

Will writing

make me

as strong

as I want to be

 

For sure writing helps me chase

this haze of fears away

Writing helps me to see the naked edges of truth

and feel its colors lit within me

Writing makes my chest fill with love

and brings me back my peace of mind

 

I now feel radiant waves of love

of tenderness

when a moment ago I felt

so cold and fearful and oppressed

I wished to forget everything

 

Am I repeating myself you find

why not after all

why can songs be long and repetitive and not poems

if length captures best my state of mind and heart

length will be

if imperfect sentences suit me

that’s what I’ll choose

 

Can you feel too this warmth

within your body flowing from your heart?

Do you allow yourself to think of me, to think of our love, of your love for me

or is it still something you repress deep within you

as I’m still tempted to repress my anguishes instead of bringing them to light

 

But today, tonight, I’ve won, until now

And if the resilience I’ve shown doesn’t leave me

if I learn to keep always at hand my strength and my energy

heaven will be mine, heaven will be yours

and in an embrace all our scars, all our fears

will vanish

and love will flow between our hearts, our flames

and we will be happy, happy

and filled with love for everyone and everything around us

that’s the meaning of heaven

being part of a whole within love

acutely conscious of self within love

two flames building a bridge of love within their soul

a warm and a cold flame

generating the most potent of creative storms

that give birth to dreams and people and worlds

you and me together, hand in hand

gaze in gaze

drawing from one another love and truth and beauty

and painting the sky around us

and giving each cloud a name, a story

 

 

About Erik Vincenti Zakhia

Dear all, I will share with you many of my poems, short stories, drawings and paintings telling of my journey of self-discovery and my reflections about life, love, art, spirituality, sexuality, kundalini rise, and twin flames. You will also come across many paintings by Chantal Peguiron that are intimately related to my artwork. They all fall within the realm of Hazen. If you like it, don’t hesitate to subscribe and follow me on social media! May you have an inspiring visit!

2 comments

  1. Wow!!! I love it!!! How have I not read you before! Amazing

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