Losing control

Dance

My paintings

and my words

tell stories

of shadows

and love

and they dance

dance

always closer

and closer

they dance

whispering

quietly

of their growing bond

and they dance

dance

shouting at me

to leave them

alone

 

 

I was scared of heights

And I trained myself to

walk on the fine edge

between life and death

 

I am afraid of losing control

And I am striving in

giving free reign to

the brush in my hand

 

 

I am anguished about lacking money

And I decided

To spend

To spend without counting anymore

Whatever the worth of my bank account

I trust in life I trust in God

If this is my way

I will follow it bravely

I will walk on my path

without looking back

without peering forward

I will walk

Just walk

Along this path to myself

And I will tune in with

the imagery of my writings

the poetry of my drawings

And from their wisdom

I will grow

I will grow in truth and love

 

 

“Dance of colors” is a watercolor that wanted to paint itself